Piatnik Lenormand: (1) Anchor; (2) House; (3) Sun
Pillars of Strength Message: "I manage my investments; I know exactl where I invest my time, energy, effort and resources."
Chakra Wisdom Message - 3rd Chakra / Solar Plexus - Freedom of Choice - "I have free will to choose how I respond to any situation."

Summary: You need some form of structure in your life to feel stable and secure.  Whatever is worth doing is worth doing right, therefore build solid foundations and put long-term well-being ahead of immediate gratitude.  Your success will be the attainment of whatever you need for stability and security.  Invest in your well-being, knowing that your display of power is how you choose to respond.  Gratify your ego by giving it the opportunity to overcome itself.  

Rider-Waite Tarot - Flipper: 9 of Rods; (1) Knight of Swords in reverse + 4 of Swords; (2) Page of Cups in reverse + Queen of Swords; (3) 2 of Swords in reverse + Magician; Extras: 10 of Pentacles + 10 of Swords + Sun + King of Swords

Summary:  Your future is not what your options are looking like right now.  It will no longer be an either/or decision between past dreams and likely scenarios as other factors, variables and alternatives soon manifest. This is not a time of active doing, however, this Lion's Gate portal will allow downloads through in response to your prayers, mediations and journaling.  Your horizons will expand and you will feel less self-conscious and you will no longer use other people's standards to measure your success.  

Piatnik Lenormand:(1) Birds; (2) Mouse; (3) Snake; (4) Park; (5) Tree

Summary: The week will start with a nervous/anxious feel to it as Mars aligns with Uranus.  This will gradually subside though digestive issues may be experienced.  Any setbacks experienced, however, will be short as seeds you had previously planted begin to reveal themselves.  You have grown and are stronger and more stable than you realize.  The vulnerable time is behind you.  You can now face the world and no longer be blown over; no longer be uprooted.  From here on out, you will get back on track from possible derailment more quickly.  You can now handle it.  

Rider-Waite Tarot: (1) Three of Pentacles in reverse; (2) Queen of Pentacles; (3) King of Rods

Summary:  We are in the process of managing our "estate" and bringing our affairs in order, but some new skills still need some refining and polishing.  It's important to do things mindfully rather than mindlessly.  

Piatnik Lenormand: (1) Fish; (2) Clouds; (3) Mouse; Clarifiers (1) Main Man + Snake; (2) Bear + Letter; (3) Coffin + Ship
Outcome: Crossroads

Summary:  If you are suffering from swelling or water retention, this should subside, but slowly.  Finances, wealth, prosperity and property will be major themes. You'll likely wish to resolve money/debt issues. You might have sudden breakthroughs or gain insight that might cause you to put some thought into your financial well-being and make some decisions and take action in regard to investing in it and creating security for the future.  Resource independence will also be sought.  Perhaps some countries will try tapping in to their own resources rather than buying energy from other countries.  Bills or regulations might be passed.  Energy prices should go down a little.  

Rider-Waite Tarot: (1) Lovers in reverse; (2) Page of Cups in reverse; (3) 7 of Rods in reverse; Extras: Queen of Swords in reverse and 6 of Pentacles

Summary:  This Leo Season you might step back from trying so hard to make certain relationships that are inherently incompatible, or where the parties have different sets of values, work according to your wishes.  In some relationships we don't have a choice to be in them, so compromise, tolerance, etc. is needed to maintain some degree of harmony.  In other relationships, on the other hand, you have a choice whether to be in them or not, so don't fall into the same complacent behavioral patterns and habits you developed in your childhood.  

Piatnik Lenormand: (1) Stars; (2) Clouds; (3) Moon
Extras: Park - Tower - Snake - Key - Bear - Child - Dog - House - Book - Anchor - 4-Leaf Clover

Summary:  This week may get emotional because the moon is conjuncting 6 celestial bodies.  Just know that your moods will be temporary, so have fun this week.  Don't take anything too seriously.  Don't get caught up in things.  Ride the waves.  Things are probably not as bad as they seem.  You may wake up out of some sort of dream, deception or false fear.  It might involve parents or family life.  The "Virus" or some fraud may be in the news.  This is a week of opportunities, especially for learning.  

Rider-Waite Tarot: (1) Ace of Swords in reverse; (2) 3 of Pentacles; (3) Death in reverse

Summary:  Stay disciplined and focused!  This week there is great energetic support for your new habits, beliefs and attitudes to become solid fixtures and permanent features in your life with the "new" then replacing the "old."

Piatnik Lenormand: (1) Scythe + Main Woman; (2) Bear + Birds; (3) Mountain + Mouse; Extra Card: Snake

Summary: You're developing the tools to free yourself from some sort of oppressive, burdensome or heavy energy that had limited you.  This will occur gradually.  Perhaps it's the indirect result of developing more confidence and feeling stronger and more empowered.

Rider-Waite Tarot Cards: (1) Sun; (2) Queen of Swords in reverse; (3) 8 of Swords in reverse 

Summary:  We are being advised to take some time at the end of every day to identify and acknowledge our little victories and successes.  This will allow direct our focus on them, allowing them to grow, thereby increasing our confidence levels which will, with time, give us a sense of accomplishment and empowerment and free us from some of the self-limiting beliefs we previously had.

Rider-Waite Tarot: (1) King of Rods; (2) 6 of Rods; (3) King of Swords
Raven Tarot: (1) 7 of Cups; (2) 5 of Swords; (3) Sun + Page of Swords
Pillars of Strength Wisdom Deck: "It is important that I am always having fun.  That way I bring joy to everything that I do."
Chakra Wisdom Deck: 3rd/Solar Plexis Chakra - I find common ground with others. I know that I am one with al others on this journey.  I support them and let them support me. 5th/Throat Chakra - I set clear boundaries for my own behavior.  I use my willpower to encourage uplifting thoughts and behaviors.
Personal Power Oracle: I am a problem solver.  I am a creator.
Bach Flower Remedies: Rock Rose - My soul find its anchor in the Earth.
Piatnik Lenormand: (1) Coffin; (2) Key; (3) Mountain + Sun, Stork, Clouds
Affirmators Deck: Magic; No Need To Do

Summary: You have recognized the importance of living in the moment and making the best of it.  A good attitude is necessary to rise above one's circumstances.  Pimp up your life.  Become a solution finder.  

Rider-Waite Tarot: (1) Chariot; (2) 7 of Pentacles in reverse; (3) Hanged Man in reverse
Chakra Wisdom Card: "6th/Third Eye Chakra - Imagination - My thoughts create my reality at the physical, mental, and emotional levels.  I imagine the life I would like to have."
Chakra Wisdom Deck: "Red Chestnut - I remain calm despite my concern for others. My soul finds its own spacious center. From this free place with me, I send blessings to others."
Personal Power Oracle - "I am knowledge."
Pillars of Strength Wisdom Deck: "Life to me is like a game of dominoes.  I am always eager to discover how things lined up and fell into place."
Raven Tarot: (1) Devil; (2) The World; (3) The Hierophant
Piatnik Lenormand: Birds - Scythe - Moon - Clouds - Anchor - Fox - Book 
Manifesting Prosperity & Success Deck: "I have a list of my desires ad the skills needed to achieve them.  My goals are easily attainable."
Affirmators Deck: Positive Thinking 
Inner Wise - Msg. No. 273 - "My efforts at keeping my old lifestyle upright exhausted me."

Summary:  Now is a good time to start focusing on keeping a positive outlook and optimistic attitude.  Your mind can overcome matter.  You are probably tired of the old and are ready to forge a new path.  Just know that you'll be figuring this new path out as you go along, but resources with guidance, answers and information will be available to you.  If you discipline yourself to no longer "feed the devil" in your life, that energy will be freed up to bring you out of stagnation.  

Rider-Waite Tarot: (1) 4 of Cups + Devil; (2) King of Rods; (3) 7 of Pentacles
Pillars of Strength Wisdom Card: "I respect where other people are coming from."
Personal Power Oracle: "I am sacred."
Chakra Wisdom Card: 6th Chakra/3rd Eye Chakra - Inner Knowing
Bach Flower Remedy Card: "Mimulus - I accept challenges as opportunities for change.  I have the courage to find new parts of my Self."
Raven Tarot: (1) 10 of Pentacles; (2) Emperor; (3) Empress 
Piatnik Lenormand: (1) Crossroads; (2) Rods; (3) Lilies 
Manifesting Prosperity & Success:  "I show the Universe gratitude every day.  Having gratitude attracts abundance into my life."
Affirmators: "Ultimate Potential - I choose to live a life of my fullest potential.  I trust that this will draw me towards experiences and people that support my growth and accomplishment.  Tuning into this frequency, I now reach higher heights that I ever thought possible.  Knowing that's an option, why would I have ever tuned into anything else?"  

Summary: This is a week or recovery, regrouping and redirection.  You are beginning to form a vision of what you want, seeing that anything and everything is achievable, and recognizing what you need to do but being detached enough not to put all your eggs in one basket. You will also be able to overcome resistance because you know it's for the best.  The main question is though, "What is preventing you from following your intuition?" 

 Rider-Waite Tarot: (1) Devil in reverse; (2) Page of Pentacles; (3) King of Swords in reverse + Judgment 
Pillars of Strength Wisdom Card: "I deliberately choose what I think and say to reflect a healthy attitude."
Bach Flower Remedies: Impatiens - I accept the flow of life, and the pace of others. Patience for the process...
Hornbeam - I affirm energy and vitality for my tasks in life.  I am interested and involved in what I do.  My body is nourished by my Soul's commitment to life.
Chakra Wisdom Card: 1st/Base/Root Chakra - Self-Sufficiency
Personal Power Oracle - I am open to receive. 
Raven Tarot - (1) 7 of Wands; (2) Knight of Cups + Justice; (3) 10 of Cups 
Piatnik Lenormand (1) Tower; (2) Main Woman; (3) Cross; (4) Book; (5) Birds

Summary:  After overcoming some addiction, bad habit, co-dependency or other excuse, you will be sensing your worth and value and will be focused on changing your beliefs and ideologies, or at least being less adamant or stubborn about them.  You will understand that if there is something you want in life that you need to make it happen.  Since you are now freed from something, the Universe can bring something in that will be very fulfilling.  Knowing that you're well-equipped and strong, the Universe will also be adding to your "workload."   

=Rider Waite Tarot: King of Rods + (1) Page of Pentacles in reverse; (2) Two of Rods; (3) Queen of Cups + Devil
Pillars of Strength Wisdom Card: "I find ways to work with others to create win-win scenarios for all parties."
Personal Power Oracle: "I am forgiving"
Chakra Wisdom Card: 1st/Base Chakra - Building a Strong Foundation
Bach Flower Remedy: Red Chestnut - "I remain calm despite... From this free place with me..."
Raven Tarot: (1) King of Wands; (2) Queen of Cups + Page of Pentacles; (3) Star
Piatnik Lenormand: Fox + Flowers + Crossroads + Lilies + Clouds + Snake + Birds
Star Seed Oracle: Lost Lands - Soul memories and gifts.  You've done this before. 
Manifesting Prosperity & Success - "I find the positive in every situation.  Staying positive helps attract more abundance in my life."

Summary:  In the wake of the recent full moon lunar eclipse in Scorpio, we are being asked to keep our problems small, to keep them in their place so that they do not debilitate us.  In the meantime, we've got to keep our eye on the prize.  It is possible, though, that previous goals are not coming to fruition.  This is because they were planted under the influence of Devil energy which might have been feelings of insecurity, inferiority, negative attachments, co-dependencies, addictions, bad habits, etc.  Rather than entertain negative thoughts and emotions about it, we are being asked to focus on backup plans, such as plans B and C.  This way there is less attachment to plan A working and options if it doesn't.  When you experience setbacks, your wisdom should tell you that this too shall pass.  Things are only as bad as you allow your thoughts to make them.  Changing your thoughts and feelings is like changing the software that your brain and body run on.  Discipline yourself to fake it til you make it for a while, and you'll be surprised how quickly you adapt and build a new foundation.  To this end, stay calm be grateful, find the good, forgive, create win-win scenarios and most importantly, in cases that didn't go your way, rather than entertain negativity, snap out of it before it becomes a bad habit.  And remember to keep on truckin'!  Just add some variety to keep yourself stimulated and challenged.  

Rider-Waite Tarot: (1) Devil + 6 of Pentacles in reverse; (2) King of Swords in reverse + King of Pentacles; (3) Page of Cups in reverse + 3 of Pentacles in reverse
Bach Flower Remedy Card: Oak - " I feel power and passion for life.  This strength welcomes surrender.  I listen for moment of giving and receiving.  I listen for moments of giving and receiving. I am human in my Doing and in my Being."
Chakra Wisdom Card: Selflessness - "I am kind to all.  I am aware that everything I do or say affects others.  I will help those who seek it, and I will seek out ways to be of service. I develop an attitude of looking for ways to help others instead of always waiting to be asked. Everything I do, I do from a spiritual perspective, and I put my heart into it."
Personal Power Oracle: "I am happy"
Raven Tarot: (1) Star; (2) 7 of Wands; (3) Queen of Wands; Extras: Sun and 6 of Wands 
Moonology Deck: Full Moon in Leo - Don't let pride get in your way.  Full Moon in Cancer - A personal issue reaches resolution.  Full Moon in Taurus - Your dreams need a practical plan.  Void-of-Course Moon - Nothing will come of this situation. 
Piatnik Lenormand: (1) Tree; (2) Main Woman; (3) Bear; (4) Clouds
Pillars of Strength Card: "Challenges are performance tests of my responsiveness and stability under various workloads ad stressors."
Manifesting Prosperity & Success Deck: "I rise above all obstacles.  Every challenge I face is a test I will pass.  I am unstoppable."  

Summary: You've been freed form some sort of addiction or bad habit that had kept you in a place or resource (investment) imbalance.  As you come out of it, your beliefs as well as your desires will change.  Also, this is a period of being tested.  The Universe is going to use challenges to test your responsiveness and stability under stress.  You should be pass these tests with flying colors as your trials have made you stronger, more confident and able to weather storms.  You will also have a better idea of your limits.  You will likely follow a new path that involves becoming a new person.  You'll be more proactive because you have come to the realization that you have to be the change you want to see.  

​Rider-Waite Tarot: (1) Fool; (2) 7 of Pentacles + King of Cups; (3) Star
Pillars of Strength Wisdom Card: "I respect where other people are coming from."
Chakra Wisdom Oracle: 6th/Third Eye Chakra - Wisdom and Discernment
Personal Power Oracle: I am unbreakable.
Raven Tarot: (1) Fool; (2)  6 of Coins; (3) 10 of Coins
Bach Flower Remedy: Larch - "I take risks and gain confidence.  I choose creativity over security.  There are gifts that only I can give the World.  I find my Voice."
Piatnik Lenormand: Rods - Letter - Stork - Mouse - Birds - Clouds (Outcome - 4-Leaf Clover)
Animal Spirit Oracle: Butterfly Spirit - Transformation is Beautiful; Stag Spirit - Take the Lead 

Summary: We're embarking on a new venture, taking a new approach, going in a new direction.  We had invested too many of our resources in an area that failed to meet our personal needs.  Having been unburdened by the recent energies of the eclipses, we are now much lighter and will begin to experience more reciprocation and abundance.  Afraid to take risks in the past for fears of losing security, interestingly, now by taking risks, we gain security.  Interpersonally, people with whom you've had differences may reach out to you.  There seems to be a positive turnaround and improvement in relations.  Also, it seems that we will have an animal spirit or animal totem of sorts acting as our guidance system.  

Messages from Rebecca Campbell's Starseed Oracle:

1) All Paths Lead Home - You'll hear your calling.
2) Lifting the Veil - You will soon be living in accordance with your values.
3) Wait - Wait for things to fall into a new order.
4) Star Keeper - Stay grounded so that you are a good channel for light.
5) I'm Sorry - It's a time for forgiveness and healing generational and cultural traumas.
6) We the Hathors - There is a nurturing, motherly guardian who will make sure that something is birthed through you.

Rider-Waite Tarot: (1) Wheel of Fortune; (2) 3 of Cups in reverse; and Empress in reverse (3) Hierophant in reverse + Hanged Man
Raven Tarot: (1) 4 of Swords + 5 of Coins; (2) 4 of Wands; (3) 9 of Coins
Chakra Wisdom Card: 2nd/Sacral Chakra - Sensuality
Pillars of Strength Wisdom Card: "My life is like a canvas in a frame; only once I have outgrown it by fully filling out the space I occupy, will the frame be expanded so that even more color can be added to my life."
Bach Flower Remedy: Water Violet - "...I seek connection.  I recognize my Self in the Heart Mirror of others.  My gift is my presence in the World."
Moonology Oracle Cards: Full Moon in Pisces - Balance Spirituality and Practicality; New Moon in Gemini - Communication is Key
Personal Power Oracle: "I am celebrated" "I am responsible for my life"
Piatnik Lenormand: (1) Ship; (2) Key; (3) Fish; (4) Sun; (5) Crossroads
Manifesting Prosperity & Success Deck: "I use all my senses to..."
Spirit Animal Oracle: Turkey Spirit - Give...
The Sacred Self-Care Oracle: (1) Connect with Fire; (2) Build Strength; (3) Health Checkup; (4) Flow Like Water

Summary: You're ending habits and routines and changing beliefs that are no longer of benefit to you. You will start assessing things from the perspective of whether there is benefit in it for you and whether any resources you might invest such as time, energy, effort and money are worth your while and/or will be put to good use.  It's like you are finally taking matters into your own hands and will live a life of awareness and mindfulness rather than going through the motions. This will bring fulfilment vs. your past emptiness.  Dropping things that have dried up and/or run their course will free you up for new things that will get your juices flowing again. You will feel inspired and, knowing your thresholds, you will limit encounters and exposures that are detrimental to your health and sense of well-being. 

(299) - Rose Quartz - comforting, loving, compassionate, kind energy
(177) - Follow your intuition / conscience.
(286) - Trust life and what comes in your direction; trust what life is throwing at you
(238) - Represent your own interests
(265) - I love to be at the center of attention.
(18) - Impatiens - Stay patient with the flow of life and the pace of others.
(216) - Sage - Regaining interest in life
(56) - Beaver - keep busy!
(112) - Archangel Haniel - honesty, authenticity, doing what you believe to be right 

Message - Trust in the direction and timing of life.  In the meantime, keep busy, actively participate and be sure to always represent your own interests and be honest and authentic and kind to others.  Do what you feel/know/believe to be best.  

Rider-Waite Tarot: (1) King of Swords in reverse; (2) Page of Rods + 4 of Swords in reverse; (3) King of Cups + Justice in reverse
Chakra Wisdom Card: 3rd/Solar Plexus Chakra - The Warrior - "I unfold my full potential as an empowered person with a true sense of who I am.  I grow in consciousness as I overcome and transcend life's challenges.  I need the warrior within me for the journey ahead and I am courageous in moving forward."
Bach Flower Remedy Cards: Star of Bethlehem - "My star finds me on Earth.  I remember who I am and why I am here."
Cerato - "I find the confidence to follow what is right for me."
Pillars of Strength Wisdom Card: "Rather than drain my energy by playing out crisis scenarios in my head, I conserve my energy by keeping calm.  That way I have the energy to deal with whatever does occur."
Personal Power Oracle: "I am beautiful" "I am a problem solver" " I am responsible for my life"
Raven Oracle Tarot: (1) 9 of Wands; (2) Queen of Wands; (3) 8 of Coins
Piatnik Lenormand: (1) Letter; (2) Sun; (3) Flowers; (4) Birds; (5) Tower; (6) Lilies 

Summary:  What might we revert back to?  It seems like we're going to be getting energetic help to let go of outdated, false and unhelpful beliefs.  This will help us regain enthusiasm as we once again view something as a viable possibility, and we're probably going to retry something we had given up on in the past.  There had been some belief that was detrimental to us feeling good about ourselves or emotionally balanced (which is accepting the Universe's judgment) and it left us feeling discouraged.  The conjunction of Mercury and the Sun will fuel any intentions by giving us the energy needed within to take action.  Empowering and motivational self-talk will also be of great help.  This renewed passion will melt that which had kept us immobile.  Invitations, parties, celebrations, meet-ups, etc. will get us out of our isolation.  

(88) Snake - It is time to shed the old skin because you've outgrown it and it's not a good fit anymore.
(184) Balance - It's important to have practices that help you level yourself out. 
(57) Crane / Heron - Take a moment to go within and see what you've outgrown. 
(15) Holly - Send love to those who need it the most but deserve it the least. Bring love into the equation.  
(6) Cherry Plum - It's important to find inner peace and calm and to find ways to ground.
(29) Star of Bethlehem - It's important to have practices to have methods to deal with shocks and traumas that resurface.
(165) Aquarius - Focus outwardly on improving your environment and the world around you.  Bring progress into the equation.
(196) Play Together - Find ways to work together in a more playful way.  

Rider-Waite Tarot: (1) 4 of Rods in reverse; (2) Knight of Swords in reverse; (3) 5 of Rods
Pillars of Strength Wisdom Card: "The more I can keep a healthy focus and bear the temporary discomfort of resisting my bad habits and self-limiting beliefs, the closer I am to emerging a transformed person."
Chakra Wisdom Card: 6th/3rd Eye Chakra - Knowledge - I recognize that a great deal of knowledge and information comes to me in the form of intuition, such as clairvoyance, clairaudience and hypersensitive feelings."
Piatnik Lenormad: (1) Coffin; (2) Ship; (3) Clouds; (4) Letter; (5) Main Man; (6) Rods
Raven Tarot: (1) High Priestess; (2) 9 of Coins; (3) 4 of Wands
Personal Power Oracle: "I am forgiving;" "I am passionate"
Bach Flower Remedy: Oak - "I feel power and passion for life. I listen for moments of giving and receiving."
Spirit Animal Oracle - Buffalo Spirit - key words/phrases: "The abundant universe will provide." "Attitude of gratitude." "`Buffalo Spirit appears to let you know that you are in a powerful time to manifest your desires - not by force or pushing but rather by a following a natural path that rises up before you, trusting that there will be plenty to go around."
Moonology - New Moon Eclipse - Expect Powerful Change - "Any new directions you take will almost always lead somewhere better than where you are at the moment.  Whatever is happening now is happening for a reason you'll appreciate later on.  A new portal is opening up and all you have to do is have the courage to forget about the past and move through it.  You're being put back on the right path.  There is nothing to fear."

Summary: This eclipse is ushering changes to your physical world.  You will have a goal you feel passionate about that you will work toward step by step rather than rushing in.  The path will be a natural path you'll be guided down if you take the time to listen.  The uncertainty of the period will cause you to pull yourself together to overcome the bad habits (e.g. escapism) and negative thinking patterns (self-doubt, worries, anxieties) that generally arise when you are dealing with uncertainty.  In this regard, the point of the journey is to rely on your senses and intuition while keeping your self-sabotaging tendencies in check.  Whatever goal your following, you are currently in your prime for it.  

- If you want love, you have to give love.
- Stop the fixation on the old so that you can move forwad to the new.
- This is a time for cleansing, purifying and detoxing.
- Let go and go with the flow.
- Let people be themselves.
- Stop expecting others to meet your needs and instead bread love into the equation.
- Have boundaries but allow yourself to outgrow them.  
- Be sure to get enough rest.
- Very soon your life force will be flowing freely through you, and you will have the energy to do anything you want.

Sneak Peek: Something is coming that you're not expecting.  It will be a surprise. It will also advance very quickly to a higher level.  

Rider-Waite Tarot: (1) Empress in reverse; (2) Death; (3) King of Cups in reverse + Emperor 
Bach Flower Remedy Deck: (1) Willow  - "I take responsibility for life's challenges.  I forgive and I resolve.  I let bitterness dissolve.  Sweet new life springs up within me.  I am for giving and for living." (2) Holly - "From the depths of my heart, I reach out.  I recognize others as part of my universal self.  I feel gratitude for the good will of others.  Compassion makes my heart grow full."
Pillars of Strength Wisdom Deck: "Holding on too tightly to things makes me rigid.  I can bounce back more readily if I loosen up."
Chakra Wisdom Card - 1st/Root/Base Chakra - "Instinct" 
Raven Tarot: (1) 7 of Cups; (2) 10 of Wands; (3) Page of Cups
Personal Power Oracle: "I am happy." "I am unbreakable."
Piatnik Lenromand: (1) Snake; (2) Stork; (3) Main Man; (4) Sun; (5) Tower 
Animal Totem: The Frog - Declutter, Clarity; Cleansing; Detox 

Forgiveness: All is Well; Manifestation
Boulder: Clairaudience; Serenity
King of Cups in reverse: Relationship Harmony; Music 

Summary: This Taurus season we will learn how to finally forgive.  Holding on to past resentments, grievances and bitterness had obstructed our creative flow.  By finally assuming responsibility for our lives and forgiving ourselves and others, we will release the boulder that has made our flow stagnant.  It is possible we were holding on to this boulder because we were simply following the examples we had heard from others.  Letting go of it will also enable us to reconnect to our mother energy, allowing us to meet others with kindness and compassion.  For the time being, we must distance ourselves from chaos, confusion, distraction and toxic and negative energies.  This will help us detox and cleanse our energy fields.  During this time we should trust our own instincts and stay in an attitude of positivity and optimism.  We will come out of this in a state of emotional equilibrium, which will help us be in tune with our surroundings and help us experience greater harmony with others.  What will help us finally forgive is the understanding that everything happened exactly as it was supposed to (even our unevolved responses) and the understanding that we can create the reality we wish to experience.