Piatnik Lenormand: (1) Mountain; (2) Bear; (3) Main Man
Deja Osbourne's Personal Power Oracle: "I deserve respect." "I choose to tune out negative people and thoughts."
Pillars of Strength Wisdom Cards: "If it is true that there are no mistakes and only experiences, then I must be a very experienced person."
Chakra Wisdom Card: 1st Chakra / Base Chakra, "Responsibility" - "...I forgive myself for my past indiscretions. I know I could not have acted in a more evolved way than I was able to at the time."
Summary: You have changed on the inside, but outer circumstances might not have changed to reflect that. In other words, the outside world is still responding to the old you. There are still some blockages to you shining in the power and potential of your new you. It will take a little time for the outside world to catch up. In the meantime, take heed that you do not regress back into the old you. You can do this by avoiding self-pity parties or by not focusing on what you perceive to be mistakes from your past. Instead view perceived mistakes as experiences for opportunities for growth. By not focusing on the past, you are practicing being present. Presence is one of the best things we can do to ground. The upcoming Mercury Retrograde cycle will provide chances for you to see where you need to build yourself up more, where you can invest more in yourself, etc. Never lose sight that you are deserving of respect!