Cards: (1) 4 of Rods; (2) 3 of Swords in reverse; (3) 4 of Swords; (4) 9 of Cups; (5) Death in reverse
Summary: There is great potential for you to become whole within yourself; in other words for you to be able to stand on your own two feet without the need of a crutch. Currently, however, there is still some resitance to the change needed to achieve this. Very likely you are holding space for something from you past to re-enter your life, or you are holding on to some other hope or dream. Very likely the cardinal energies that are connected to this moon (Grand Cardinal Cross) will give you a kick in the butt so that you stop dragging your heels. You've already experienced much healing, but you still have to come to peace.