Cards: (1) Page of Swords; (2) Knight of Pentacles; (3) Page of Pentacles; (4) 8 of Rods in reverse; (5) Hanged man in reverse; (6) Strength in reverse
Card from Colette Baron-Reid's The Spirit Animal Oracle - "Deer Spirit" - Be kind and gentle to yourself!
Summary: You have been defining a new you. In the process, you are re-evaluating your values, in particular, any self-limiting beliefs involving a sense of worthlessness, not being important or valuable and not having accomplished anything, in other words, your poverty mentality of being a failure. Part of what may have kept you stuck is a sense of having done so much, but your efforts had previously led nowhere, so now you are asking yourself why should it now be any different. The Universe, however, advises you to see things for how they truly are and not anymore through the lens of the "B.S." narrative that either has been told to you or you've been telling yourself. It is also important that you accept and embrace all the experiences you've had because these occurred to help create a wise version of you that will now be reconciled with your suppressed, true nature in a type of harmonious union.